u cnt erase her..

and im deeply hurt..
i said to myself to jus treat u as a bro a normal fren.. i guess i did
but..its total diff lik how i treat others and care abt thm

u'r special..
its ALRIGHT..time tells ;)
now..im not emo lik last time
im stronger

whn im feelin moody,not happy//whn it rains
i EAT alot
lik ALOT SIAL

den..i go make myself vomit..stupid right?
thers always something we cnt buy using cash u kno..
so..dont complain life suck right..not perfect wan



HATE U sucker

i dont mind :)

as the weeks went by i started feeling something strange something deep in my heart something i cant explain ,i tink im fallin in love wif u..as i told myself not to..


i dont mind if he hurts me .. its so hard..tht i hardly cn breath
im lik so stupid ! and u dont evn fucking kno tht i like u !!!!!
i hate it whn u flirt wif me..i dont like it..but yet i fall for it..deep deep
this moment i just wanna hv u.. :( hold u..
he's de third guy tht i fucking cherish..vry vry much
maybe im lik lil sensitive? its impossible..but u told me evrything is possible
whts up wif ur mind..no IDEA !
i didnt care how we could end up..im not tht strong.. u reli melted my heart all the time
Tho,its impossible i knew it clearly
But..i dont know y im so jealous..jealous those girls tht u mention on the phone..
I miss u..so much
anyway i'll least expect :)








i feel bad sometimes..i hv disappoint few of you ;(((((((

dont want to fall for into ur gravity

ok..seriously fat

ps:u just cant imagine how much i love topshop,fucking love it..new skinny and shirt :)

love

love is stupid,silly,crazy,shit,naive,thinking too much,asshole motherfucker

yes..finally watched wif him..
father thought tht he is my bf..i told we r jus frens.. hmmm

suck man..eh eh whoever come slp me la..kena poison dy la me

gravity

deep frm my heart

im waitin for his call for the whole night..is lik repeatin..not only today i wait for his call but evrynight..
but nth..not even a single msg
i kno ihv been hoping too much..and all i get is dissapointment..i wan to cry..i wanna cry out evrything
but if i cried? will he call me? so better not..cos u'll nvr notice
but i just dont understand..y u just hv to say those words to me which reli melted my heart
im lik fucking breathless here.. i kno u said to evry girl..dont u?
sometimes u treat me lik..thers something between us..sometimes u dont
i dont know y..i hardly cherish a guy..is lik yea..hardly..i jus wait those feelings u know
evry single min i look at my hp waitin for ur msg but none! sometimes u called in mid of the night
sometimes..u accidentaly call wrongly..my heart reli broke into pieces..
hmmmmmm..i miss u.,..no idea
the best thing u said tht..hate equals to love..cos u said u hate me to the max
and u said evything is possible
all i said is.."i dont expect too much"

do u reli care abt me?